Here's looking at you, kid.

Your papa says that I smile more now than I ever have.

You are my joy.

Right here, right now.

Harper smiles and laughs so much when she's sleeping, and we've even gotten a few smiles when we talk to her. I know they say they aren't "real"...but I'm not sure I believe "them". When Ben was this little and his eyes were open, he wasn't really *here*. I remember noticing how he seemed to still be swathed in the world before this one. It took a couple of weeks before he seemed to be looking around at *this* world. She is not the same - she's right here, right now.